Monday, March 21st, 2005
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11:16 pm - i stole this from taylor... sorry babe!
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I ____ Sara.
x Sara is ___. x If I were alone in a room with Sara I would ______. x I think Sara should _____. x Sara needs _____. x I want to ____ Sara. x Someday Sara will ____. x Sara reminds me of _____. x Without Sara I would ______. x Sara can be _____. x _____ is how I describe meeting Sara. x The worst thing about Sara is ____. x The best thing about Sara is ____. x I am _____ Sara.
current mood: i love adam :)
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Saturday, March 19th, 2005
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2:10 pm - im really bored today... can u tell? lol
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2:00 pm - this is really depressing!
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Sunday, March 13th, 2005
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10:36 pm - This Weekend!
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So this weekend, i had the best weekend of my life! First off, i have the GREATEST boyfriend in the whole world. He treated me so good this weekend (better than he usually does...which is pretty damn good!) So that pretty much made me the happiest girl alive :) Also, I sang the national anthem at my high school's 50th Anniversary in front of 600 people i know!! talk about stress! haha but the best part was, Betty Bokus (our state rep) asked me to sing for the state legislature!!!! how awesome is that?!?!? I also met and spoke with the creator of SoBe! He graduated HS with my mom or just b4 her or after i dont remember, but he was soo nice... ANDDD he's a friggin MILLIONAIRE!!!!!!! I felt rich for the 2 seconds i shook his hand! lol i know, im nuts! But hey, thats pretty much the most excitement i'll ever get! lol... i have school tomorrow... what a mood breaker....school SUCKS...if things dont start looking up at CCSU, im transferring....on the bright side, i may move on campus next semester!!!!! :) YAY!!!!!! alrite... im going to bed now! I love my hunk!! Nite all!
current mood: i love my adam :)
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Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
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9:05 pm - i dont know what to call this entry... sooo.... mar!
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Alrite... first off, if ur wondering what "mar" is, its a word me and my boyfriend adam say to eachother when we are mad at eachother and/or dont know wut else to say. Anywho... my sister is coming home for a suprise visist from FLA where she has been living for the past 2 months... :) i am going to the airport to pick her up and i CANT wait!!! We didnt used to get along, but she's really an awesome sister! :) I thought at first i was going to have to pick her up by myself.. BUT... da da da DA... TAYLOR TO THE RESCUE!! my awesome bud taylor came to my rescue and said he would accompany my on my adventure to Bradley! haha hes so awesome....Here's the funniest thing i ever heard...we were talking about directions and I said "its East i think.." and he said "yeah, i think west goes towards the other way...towards west" hahaha omg... i love him!! :P Taylor.. ur soo awesome i owe you totally big :) haha u cant argue with me here!!! so anyways... its not late, but i dont know what else to write tonite! :D Nite Nite everyone!
P.S. I love my Adam more than anything :D
current mood: I love my friends :)
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Thursday, December 16th, 2004
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10:30 am - omg tayolor made my day!
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I woke up this morning and remembered that i turned off my cell phone cuz i didnt want it ringing while i was sleeping (cuz SOME people like to talk to me while they are drunk at 3 in the AM... haha) B4 i turned it on i took a shower and got dressed but when i did turn it on, there were 2, yes count them 2, text messages from my awesome friend Taylor!! one sed I MISS YOU! with a lot of kiss faces!! and the second one was MORE kisses!!!! omg taylor I LOVE YOU!!! ur soo awesome :) u made my day all the more better! i had to write about this b4 i left! But now i gotta get ready cuz im going to the gym with my best friend missy :)
current mood: cuz taylor is awesome :)
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Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
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10:52 pm - so... yea...
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I got really bored so i figured i would do this: 1. Grab the nearest book. 2. Open the book to page 123. 3. Find the fifth sentence. 4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal...along with these instructions. 5. Don't search around and look for the "coolest" book you can find. Do what's actually next to you why should you do it? no no no... the question is, WHY NOT?!?!? :) here's my quote: "The hearing's on my floor, in Amelia Bones' office." from Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix! (i know, im a dork... i have read the whole series at least 3 times! the books are just sooo goood!!!)
current mood: cuz i cant fall alseep!!!!
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1:58 pm - friends who arent really friends...
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I have a friend (im not going to mention names so as not to start drama) who isnt really a friend to me anymore. He has totally changed his entire style of speech... where he used to say hey wuts up, he now says, yo yo yo, wuddup... he is being totally influenced by his new friends and i am tired of dealing with it. He is short with me during conversations, rarely talks to me (i basically have to force him to talk to me by yelling at him) and he just isnt him anymore. I know that his new friends wouldnt want him to change who he is either b/c they are awesome people(except this one chick who is a psycho bitch and i have disliked her from the beginning) i dont know how long i can continue this "friendship" if u can even call it that. we used to be closer than close and now it seems to be a one-sided friendship. even if he is reading this rite now, he wont know it is him. He doesnt know he has changed at all and that really upsets me. He is a wonderful guy underneath his new character and i wish that some how i could bring that out in him again. It got so bad one nite that i told everyone that he was an ass hole and i hated him. Sometimes in the back of my mind i think that i do hate him, but then even despite everything, i tell myself it will all be ok in the end. I loved him once, very deeply and truly but now all thats left is regret and fear of losing my best friend. I can't write anymore b/c if i go more into it, he'll know that its him. Maybe subconciously thats why i wrote this out in plain site. Maybe I want him to know how much he has hurt me.
current mood: crushed
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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
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10:45 pm - First Entry!
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Today was the first official day of winter break!!! WOOOHOOO!! you know what that means? NO SPECIAL K (theory professor) for A WHOLE MONTH!!! omg how awesome is that? its fabulous! I am kinda sad cuz I miss my CCSU crew :( I am gonna miss seeing them EVERY day! the good part is that i get to see more of my awesome boyfriend Adam...who also happens to be the love of my life!!:) thats fabulous-ness if i ever saw it! i am spending 3 months in italy this summer to visit my uncle who is stationed there (he is a Lt. Clnl in the Marines!!) along with my aunt, 2 cousins (well actually it will be 3 by the time i get there!! exciting!!!!) I cant wait to goooo! I am italian and have ALWAYS wanted to see my heritage up close and personal. This is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for me! the only drawback is that i am going to miss the hell out of adam! the farthest away i have been from him is when i went to mexico for 2 weeks with my family (b4 my sis started college) 3 months with an ocean separating us... thats going to be soo hard... expecially since there will be little or no verbal communication between us :( He sed i should go cuz when am i going to have the opportunity to go to italy for free??? i told you he was awesome! It's getting a little late so i guess thats all for now!
current mood: calm
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